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Wednesday, March 14, 2001 @ 8:42 PM
Just had a mini-fight with Logan. ::Sigh:: I'm starting to think.... if my friends all think he's bad for me... ...and I keep getting hurt... ...and trusting him is starting to seem very, very stupid... ...could my friends maybe be right? Is it possible to have a relationship with someone you can't rely on? Related Conversation with Julie: julielinx: how's logan? kellie rai: bad question, we just had a semi-fight. kellie rai: tonight we made plans for 6:00 and he was there until 8:00. kellie rai: he didn't call or anything, so I finally went home. julielinx: I'm sorry kellie rai: eh, men suck. julielinx: well... julielinx: your man sucks kellie rai: HEY! kellie rai: Eric sucks too sometimes, you have to admit it. julielinx: is there something I don't know? kellie rai: well, he's a pathological liar, but you probably already knew that. julielinx: I think I know him really well kellie rai: You probably know him better than I do by now. julielinx: probably. thats what happens when two people date, and try to spend every hour of every day together It's good to know I'm not the only one. Who thinks people in a relationship are supposed to want to spend time together. Because I was starting to wonder. Am I giving him too hard a time about things that are beyond his control, or is there a point when enough is enough? Is it unreasonable of me to expect him to be as invested in our relationship as I am? Is it unreasonable to expect him to put in the same amount of effort that I do? We've had this problem from the beginning, and I thought I could deal with it... Maybe the fact that I've been upset so many times in just the past month is an indication that I can't... How many second chances does one person deserve? Especially once that person starts to resent you for expecting too much from them...? I love him, and I believe him when he says he's sorry. But maybe "I'm sorry," isn't good enough. USE THE "DISCUSS" LINK AND GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK... I really need some counselling here... I don't want to lose him. But he makes me feel so lost...
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