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Wednesday, March 14, 2001 @ 8:42 PM

Just had a mini-fight with Logan. ::Sigh::

I'm starting to think.... if my friends all think he's bad for me...

...and I keep getting hurt...

...and trusting him is starting to seem very, very stupid...

...could my friends maybe be right?

Is it possible to have a relationship with someone you can't rely on?

Related Conversation with Julie:

julielinx: how's logan?
kellie rai: bad question, we just had a semi-fight.
kellie rai: tonight we made plans for 6:00 and he was there until 8:00.
kellie rai: he didn't call or anything, so I finally went home.
julielinx: I'm sorry
kellie rai: eh, men suck.
julielinx: well...
julielinx: your man sucks
kellie rai: HEY!
kellie rai: Eric sucks too sometimes, you have to admit it.
julielinx: is there something I don't know?
kellie rai: well, he's a pathological liar, but you probably already knew that.
julielinx: I think I know him really well
kellie rai: You probably know him better than I do by now.
julielinx: probably. thats what happens when two people date, and try to spend every hour of every day together

It's good to know I'm not the only one. Who thinks people in a relationship are supposed to want to spend time together. Because I was starting to wonder.

Am I giving him too hard a time about things that are beyond his control, or is there a point when enough is enough? Is it unreasonable of me to expect him to be as invested in our relationship as I am? Is it unreasonable to expect him to put in the same amount of effort that I do? We've had this problem from the beginning, and I thought I could deal with it... Maybe the fact that I've been upset so many times in just the past month is an indication that I can't... How many second chances does one person deserve? Especially once that person starts to resent you for expecting too much from them...? I love him, and I believe him when he says he's sorry. But maybe "I'm sorry," isn't good enough. USE THE "DISCUSS" LINK AND GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK... I really need some counselling here...

I don't want to lose him. But he makes me feel so lost...


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