There's something I want to say about time, and forgiveness. I keep having false-starts - the words just come out wrong. This is the closest I can get to what I'm trying to say: I'm not sure if anything in the past is ever really forgiven, it just gets buried with so many other things that it seems less important.
Time doesn't exactly heal all wounds... maybe it just distracts you with new ones.
That might explain why sometimes a new injury re-opens all the old scars. Someone hurts you, and you remember things you thought you had forgiven, things you thought you forgot about.
Everything that I have ever done, everything that has ever been done to me... is starting to seem like it happened in another lifetime. But it doesn't take much to put me right back where I was eight weeks ago.
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